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    a BARE TRUTHS production

                   The Male Muse.

             Male chastity belt, and the hidden vulnerability.

    Muse
    chastity in place
    chastity piece
    manboy proud
    cock in pink
    this thing i have

    This moveable picture collage allows insight into intimate acts made visible for the portrayal of  one mans journey of sexual pain.

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    Sadly the slide show is censored and I am unable to put it here as my completed work, as it's content collided with the present internet regulations,  deeming it inappropriate viewing; when really it is just a portrayal of one mans sense of self with the aid of a male chastity belt. 

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    The exploration of the collaboration allowed me to depict him through my lens of what i consider to be compassion in the face of bodily pain.

    Instead of seeing a man gruesomely indulging in a form of self harm, i saw vulnerability, a clown acting out ways of escaping maybe confronting an existential pain of being. 

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    The slide show can be shared via email.

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    Bare Bones

    Killer angel. 

    By sheer fluke it came 

    smashing through piles of oranges

    belly wide open, teasing eyes

    lick of life

    How to interpret these signals 

    a projection or

    electricty ?

    i want you

    i want you to want me 

    long standing love

    overriden by desire 

    let me go

    so i can savour this fall.

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    Mind fear

    Sometimes it is all too much;

    lightening thoughts, igniting reactive responses.

    Fear and paranoia.

    Slowing down the vain monster.

    Take that breath underwater,,,

    release the last curl of wet thought.

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    To heal, means to feel the suffering.

    To heal, means to feel.

    The other way is neurotic;

    in constant dread and fear.

    It chases you, haunts and plagues you.

    Like a virus, dormant at times active when triggered.

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    Cloud

    Quieten your words, please!

    softness only.

    Realisations of the impermanence of it all.

    And there she is again, showing me, floating, moving enveloping the mass of everything.

    Dressed like a hag, with a twinkle of wisdom.

    Perception is a wide open smile.

    life is this mirror....

    turning inwards, towards.

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    I lay bare bones scattered on rainbow coloured mountains.

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    Ugly duckling

    You clipped my wings 

    i tore at my flesh

    You put me down

    i created self loathing

    You criticised me 

    i wanted to kill myself

    You ridiculed me

    i began to lie

    You shamed me

    i died

    My father,

    the root of it all.

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    The fear of opening

    The gift of poison.

    Finally i have the cure.

    Antidote to reason

    all things endure.

    shedding is paramount

    shaking to my core.

    Wide open water

    together we are more.

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    Tell me again,

    'that you wanted me to feel safe...."

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    Beating butterfly heart;

    bird song, carry me away

    into the night, across the day,

    Stars come, light up my way

    for this whole everything.

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    And then i dared to fall,

    speaking the unspeakable,

    I named my truth, coined my tongue

    into tangible matter, and then

    they fell out, spilling everywhere.

    Ha, the mess!

    the shame!

    what a thing to behold, together,

    seated on the lawns of heaven.

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    Petal by petal she unfolded. The bud set free held with the tenderest of hands.

    Here she rested.

    But this is just words, jumbled semantics, what is really true is that each mind revolves differently in the way it rotates around love.

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    Requests can always be made after truths are spoken .

    crack me open diamond coal.

    Beauteous suffering

    Dualism at the core.

    A felt sense beyond thought waves, interpretation.

    A perceived reality. Scotoma.

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    Something is becoming, gripping at my heart.

    What is left but empty space waiting to be filled.

    Beyond static, everything moving, forever changing.

    The relationship to it is matter of thought.

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    What controls this? My little heart pounds between sheets, nervous system electric.

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    Where is the sanctuary? 

    A shattered, fragmented vessel carrying my essence beyond self.

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    Am i broken?

    If, peace is stillness with a gentle smile

    then i am not, this.

    Rather I am static peace.  Defined slightly differently

    Oh beauteous suffering, in the presence of this now.

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